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a whirlwind weekend.
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Mar. 1st, 2007 @ 12:43 pm
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this weekend is gonna be a little crazy (at least by my standards). so i'll just give a quick rundown of what's to come.
tonight (thursday): dinner and movies with my parents, brothers, sister-in-law, and a few neighbors. my dad won sneak preview passes to the new john travolta movie. i can't wait (note the sarcasm). although john c. mcginley (dr. cox on scrubs) has a small part, so that should be enjoyable... don't worry, the office is a rerun.
tomorrow (friday): driving to ohio to visit sam and go see Kevin Smith! i'm super excited about that. i love kevin smith movies and i'm sure he'll be totally hilarious. plus, i'd like to meet sam's law school friends. i don't know if i'll get the chance to, but i hope i will.
saturday: getting up early to drive home so i can make it in time for gina's daughter's 2nd birthday party. it doesn't start til 3 and yahoo maps says it's only a 2 hr, 15 min drive, so i'm sure i'll have plenty of time.
but after that, everything's chill cos i have spring break next week. however, i'll probably be spending that time catching up on my reading and writing a couple papers. good times.Current Mood:  excited Current Music: fall out boy - this ain't a scene, it's an arms race |
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turn off me.
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Feb. 25th, 2007 @ 12:55 pm
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i wish i could just shut my brain off sometimes... i don't think i would mind so much if i were always thinking pleasant things, but i'm sick of thinking about how awful i am. cos i know i'm really not that bad of a person. i have some bad characteristics, but who doesn't? we can't all be mother teresa. and she's dead anyway.
i need to file my federal and local taxes. i'm getting $119 back from the state and $35 back from the feds. i broke even on locals. i'm really excited about that. i was thinking about buying something with it, but i think i'm just going to stick it in the bank and hope my money lasts me a little longer. one thing to worry a little less about.
i'm getting a lot of headaches lately. at least one per day. but i'm getting fewer of the little ones that only last about 10 seconds and more that last a few hours... especially at night... although i have one now... i'm just feeling really stressed, which of course means i'm smoking again. actually, i bought a pack last night, but haven't smoked any of them yet. i just want everything to go away for a little while: the stress, school, relationships, headaches. i just need it to go away.Current Mood:  stressed Current Music: the shins - turn on me. |
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saturday morning.
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Feb. 24th, 2007 @ 01:11 pm
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i made muffins for my MH Systems class last night and brought them in this morning. everyone seemed to be appreciative. plus, joe (the prof) brought doughnut holes from krispy kreme. so we had some of those too. yum. i'm kinda thirsty now, but all i have in my wallet are a couple $5's and the vending machines won't take them (all my change has gone into my swear jar lately). maybe i'll count out the change and put bills in it so i'll have change for the machines at school.
so now i'm in the computer lab after class wasting time til suze calls me. we were supposed to go out to lunch whenever i got out of class but she and shannon decided that 1pm was too early in the morning. haha. but that's okay. they both have to get up early now that they're both working... i only got about 5 hours of sleep last night, but i'm not feelng too tired right now... pretty odd considering i haven't had anything to drink yet today, especially nothing with caffeine.
i'm gonna try to do some research on Military Psychology for my presentation as soon as i check myspace. so, have a great day everyone!Current Mood:  anxious |
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tons of reading to do... again.
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Feb. 22nd, 2007 @ 10:25 am
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well it's 2 days before my class that has ridiculous amounts of reading for it, and i haven't started it yet... again. i really need to start doing the readings before thursday cos then i get cranky cos i have so much to read. especially now b/c we have much more reading to do in the much more boring book. ugh... i guess i'll get started on that when i get out of the shower.
also, i gave up swearing for lent again. this time i made myself a swear jar and i'm putting 50c in it for every swear. it already has $3.50 in it. it actually should have much more, but tera and i went out to dinner last night and we decided that i could swear during that time period... i'm still laying out the rules (i've changed my mind and swearing while singing along to something no longer counts), but i think i've got it basically down.
i'm gonna go shower now and get to work.Current Mood:  content Current Music: lily allen - smile (version revisited) |
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this song reminds me of 80s night.
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Feb. 18th, 2007 @ 11:59 pm
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Stop making the eyes at me, I'll stop making the eyes at you
And what it is that suprises me, is that I don't really want you to
And your shoulders are frozen (cold as the night)
Oh but you're an explosion (you're dynamite)
Your name isn't Rio, but I don't care for sand
Lighting the fuse might result in a bang, with a bang-go!
I bet that you look good on the dancefloor
I don't know if your looking for romance or...
I don't know what ya looking for
Well I bet that you look good on the dancefloor
Dancing to electro-pop like a robot from 1984
From 1984!
I wish you'd stop ignoring me, because you're sending me to despair
Without a sound yeah you're calling me, and I don't think it's very fair
That your shoulders are frozen (cold as the night)
Oh but you're an explosion (you're dynamite)
Your name isn't Rio, but I don't care for sand
Lighting the fuse might result in a bang, with a bang-go!
I bet that you look good on the dancefloor
I don't know if your looking for romance or...
I don't know what yaou're looking for
Well I bet that you look good on the dancefloor
Dancing to electro-pop like a robot from 1984
From 1984!
Oh there ain't no love no, Montagues or Capulets
Just banging tunes 'n' DJ sets 'n'
Dirty dancefloors and dreams of naughtiness!
I bet that you look good on the dancefloor
I don't know if your looking for romance or...
I don't know what yaou're looking for
Well I bet that you look good on the dancefloor
Dancing to electro-pop like a robot from 1984
From 1984!Current Mood:  hopeful Current Music: arctic monkeys - i bet you look good on the dancefloor |
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...and if no one's going to hang out with me, i guess i'll just go out by myself. i think i'm going to go shopping in a bit... and then i might hit a movie at the cheap seats. they had borat a few weeks ago, but i don't know if they still have it. i'll have to check.
i'm really sick of all the animals in this house. i love my cats and all, but i'm sick of all of my clothes being covered in fur and the freaking dogs pissing all over the place... i knew it was going to be difficult living here, but jesus christ, i'm ready to hurt someone. everything everyone does is getting on my nerves. i'm sick of acting like a fucking housewife.
on the bright side, i don't think i would have been able to stand being snowed in for a week without cable. i've been watching mad vh1 classic. i watched 2 episodes of pop up video already today. one on culture club and one on madonna. it was nice.
i can't wait til i can get a place... and afford cable and internet and stuff. that would be great.
had another bad dream last night... one i've had before... why can't recurring dreams ever be pleasant?
Feb. 18th, 2007 @ 12:28 pm
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*i didn't mention it in this journal, but that doctor from mayview did call me on wednesday. so, i'll probably have a practicum for the fall, which i'm excited about. plus, it will give me more time this summer to do enjoyable things... my last real summer before i'm working full-time.
*i had a really crazy dream last night, which i don't really remember. but i know it was crazy.
*i'm waiting on one more movie from netflix, then i'm gonna cancel it. my charge date is the 24th, so i need to make sure i cancel it before next saturday.
*i was actually going to go out last night, but that didn't happen. my car doors were frozen shut which really just pissed me off. so, i told katie i'd bring her out to lunch this week for her birthday since i missed it last night.
*i have to find out when zak's christening is. people keep giving me different dates. i wanted to buy something to wear to it, but i think i'm just gonna wear a pair of black slacks and whatever sweater i pull out of my cupboard that morning... this reminds me, my mother is making me join my grandmother's church with them. i can't stand my grandmother's church... the priest reminds me of that priest in "princess bride" with the speech impediment.
alright, i'm off to make some brunch. have a good day, everybody.
Feb. 16th, 2007 @ 10:50 am
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well, i've decided to cancel my netflix. it's really not worth it considering i end up having the same movie sitting on top of my tv for weeks at a time. i never have time to actually watch them. from now on i'm just going to rent movies from hollywood video whenever i actually have time to watch them... although i am going to write down all the movies have on my queue cos i want to see a lot of those things still.
i actually saw "prick up your ears" the other day. old movie with gary oldman where he plays a gay playwrite in the 60's whose boyfriend who never became as famous as him eventually kills him. i think this is the one ringa said i wouldn't like much (i could be mistaken), but i really did like it. gary oldman was really adorable at that age, even if he was a bit of a man-whore... but anyway, i set that to record with TiVo weeks ago and had forgotten about it. i finally watched it last night when i was flipping through episodes of the office i had taped... i also have "memoirs of a geisha" on there to watch... yet another reason i really don't need netflix. i can search for the movies i want every few weeks and chances are that they'll be on tv sometime.
i'm going to watch running with scissors now. i have to return it to hollywood video tomorrow. you see, i end up renting stuff even though i have netflix just cos i don't want to wait. ugh. total waste of money.
i didn't hear back from that guy from mayview today. if he doesn't call by wednesday i'll call him during normal hours. i hate calling people on the phone who i don't know. it's so uncomfortable... i could never be a telemarketer.
i need to clean my room really badly. i can't find my checkbook and one of my bills was due today. now i'm going to have to pay a late fee. of course that was just my electric bill, so the late fee is only like 50 cents. but it's really not good to have no idea where your checkbook is. plus, i need to write my mother a check for the ridiculous amount of money i owe her... i hate oweing people money.
ok, that's it for now.
Feb. 12th, 2007 @ 10:07 pm
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The Letter A
Are you available?: for?
What is your age?: 24.
What annoys you?: adults who don't know basic grammar.
The Letter B
Do you live in a big house?: yup.
When is your birthday?: 22 aug 82
The Letter C
What's your favorite candy?: twix and caramello.
Who's your celebrity crush?: john krasinski.
Who's your real-life crush?: nobody. :(
When was the last time you cried?: a couple days ago.
The Letter D
Do you daydream?: occasionally.
What's your favorite kind of dog?: shorky (half shih tsu half yorky)
What day of the week is it?: sunday.
The Letter E
How do you like your eggs?: scrambled.
Have you ever been in the emergency room? quite a few times.
What's the easiest thing ever to do?: lay in bed.
The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane?: yes.
Do you use fly swatters?: nope.
Have you ever used a foghorn?: no.
The Letter G
Do you chew gum?: sometimes.
Are you a giver or a taker?: depends.
Do you like gummy candies? yes.
The Letter H
How are you? tired.
What color is your hair?: dark brown/black.
The Letter I
What's your favorite ice cream?: cherry garcia.
Have you ever ice skated? yes.
Do play an instrument?: nope. got kicked out of band in 4th grade.
The Letter J
What's your favorite jelly bean?: red or pink.
Have you ever heard a really hilarious joke?: yes.
The Letter K
Who do you want to kill?: the president... not that i would.
Do you want kids?: not as of right now.
Where did you have kindergarten?: carmalt elementary in brookline.
Letter L
Are you laid back?: no. not in the least.
Do you lie?: not very often. i'm not good at it.
The Letter M
What's your favorite movie?: amelie.
Do you still watch Disney movies?: occasionally.
Do you like mangos?: no.
The Letter N
Do you have a nickname?: several of them.
What's your favorite number?: 27.
Do you prefer night over day?: yes. i'm not a morning person.
The Letter O
What's your one wish?: i couldn't pick one.
Are you an only child?: no way.
Do you have at least one fear?: i have more than one.
The Letter P
What are you most paranoid about?: failure.
What's a personality traits you look for in the opposite sex?: i haven't looked in so long that i don't even know what to look for.
The Letter Q
Are you quick to judge people?: i try not to be... but i usually am.
The Letter R
Do you think you're always right?: no.
Do you watch reality TV?: no, i despise it.
The Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: rain.
Do you like snow?: no.
What's your favorite season?: autumn.
The Letter T
What time is it?: 11:36pm.
What time did you wake?: around 9:30am.
The Letter U
Are you wearing underwear?: yes.
Underwear or boxers?: underwear.
The Letter V
What's the worst veggie?: cucumber.
Where do you want to go on vacation?: europe.
Where was your last family vacation? florida, but i didn't go.
The Letter W
What's your worst habit: temper.
Where do you live?: bethel park, pa.
The Letter X
Have you seen the X Games?: yes.
Do you own a xylophone?: no, but christopher probably has on in the basement somewhere.
The Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow?: no, but my car is yellow.
What year were you born in?: 1982.
What's one thing you yearn for?: not being poor.
The Letter Z
What's your Zodiac sign?: leo.
Do you believe in the Zodiac?: no, but i occasionally read my horoscope for fun anyway.
Feb. 11th, 2007 @ 11:28 pm
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i've been reading pretty much non-stop for the past two days and my eyes feel like they're about to pop out of the sockets. i really need to stop leaving my reading for class til the last minute. we were assigned another 7 chapters plus a journal article for tomorrow and i still haven't finished. i still have to read the last chapter plus the journal article... i started it yesterday around noon, read all day yesterday... then started back up around noon today and have been basically reading all day today. i hate that i'm such a slow reader, but if i go any faster i don't pick anything up... i sometimes wonder if i'm cut out for this.
i got information in the mail from the university of mississippi this week. i might go down there to visit this summer. i could drive to my aunt and uncle's house first and visit georgia state university. anyone want to road trip to the deep south with me? i'm probably gonna see if sam will come with me if she can get the time off work. tera probably won't be able to. i don't think i know anyone elso who might want to go.
i finally got up the bollocks to make the call to the doctor at mayview about doing my practicum there... but i finally did it at like 7:00, so he obviously was not there. i don't think the message i left was too rambling. i tried not to, but i have a habit of rambling on answering machines.
for those of you who don't watch the office, jim (the guy on my icon) classically conditioned dwight to want an altoid whenever he heard him restart his computer last night. it was great. i'm such a psych dork.
Feb. 9th, 2007 @ 10:15 pm
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...it won't be much. everything is still a fucking mess. i have no idea how i let my life get this fucked up. i read this article today on the "failure to launch" phenomenon and how it's not really the fault of we 20-somethings who are still financially dependent on our parents. it made me feel slightly better, but also really pathetic. i didn't think i'd be one of them. i didn't want to be. i shouldn't have let myself be so ridiculous with money the past few years. then i wouldn't be in this fucking mess--or at least it wouldn't have gotten so bad.
i'm still waiting for my refund check. if it doesn't come tomorrow i'm going to have to get a cash advance from my discover card--get this--so that i can pay my discover card bill. ugh. i'm so sick of my life.
and i know i shouldn't complain b/c there are so many more people who have such a harder time in life, and less support from their families, but i'm just really sick of being the pathetic one. i'm sick of being medicore. i'm sick of being ugly and fat and stupid and poor and boring and unoriginal and ridiculous and self-important and arrogant and lonely and every other terrible thing that i am.
i'm sick of sitting on this bed with my cat who always sits where i want to sit and being by myself. i'm sick of being the odd one out. i'm sick of living vicariously through television/movie/book characters. i'm sick of waiting for my fucking phone to ring.
Feb. 8th, 2007 @ 10:22 pm
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i haven't done the fiver in a while (cos i always forget on fridays) so here are the last 3 weeks answers:
19 jan 07
1. What did you eat yesterday? an orange, cereal, mexican manicotti (made with turkey), a wing, and some sort of noodle thing.
2. Are you more likely to yell or give the silent treatment? yell.
3. Who did you last grieve? aunt putt.
4. What feels good today? my ears. :)
5. Friday fill in: Thank you ___ for ___. thank you mom and dad for taking in your loser of a daughter.
26 jan 07
1. How did you feel yesterday? anxiety.
2. What kind of obstacles do you face? my own temper.
3. Who is a good friend? i have lots of those.
4. What is your fondest memory? i don't have just one.
5. Does time always kill pain? no.
02 feb 07
1. American football: good times or couldn't care less? good times!
2. Do you have a favorite sports team? pittsburgh steelers and AS roma!
3. What's your favorite junk food? french fries.
4. Are football players paid too much? the *star* ones are.
5. Who do you think will win this year's Superbowl? well, i thought it would be the colts and i was right.
Feb. 5th, 2007 @ 01:14 pm
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i totally forgot to mention that my car is kinda out of commission at the moment, which led indirectly to me and my mother wanting to kill each other already... the heat doesn't work in my car, but not only is it not creating heat, but it's not blowing anything at all. so i can't drive it b/c apparently me breathing will cause the windows to steam up and i won't be able to see... so my mother and i were arguing yesterday b/c i wanted to borrow her car, but she's totally territorial about her car (despite the fact that she wants to buy a new one)... so i took the van to bring greg out, but her car when i went out with christina... i don't think it's that crazy of a request. i mean, i'm used to driving a beetle. i hate driving something as big as a minivan. it's about twice as long as my car. but anyway...
then this morning i went to eat some raspberries and she started yelling at me b/c she *might* want to make something with them later. she's being completely fucking ridiculous... i'm assuming i'm going to have to bring christopher's car to clss tomorrow, which is going to suck becuase 1) his car is a piece of shit 2) a cd is stuck in his player so all you can listen to is Modest Mouse and 3) his radio is broken so i can't even use my ipod.
well, today is the superbowl and i still need to finish that paper. i wrote out the outline last night which is most of the work for me. i can throw it together in about an hour now. so i should do that since it's what i told my mother i was up here doing... i hate the fact that i have to lie to her so i can avoid her... this living situation is not going to last long enough... i hope to god that i manage to find a paid internship... i should pray to god, the goddess, allah, buddha or whoever will listen.
Feb. 4th, 2007 @ 12:30 pm
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i'm going to write this, and then i'm going to start researching for my paper. really, i am... god, i've procrastinated so much since i'm been in this house. fucking internet distracting me!!!
anyway, i spent my friday night doing laundry listening to music. doing chores isn't so bad when you can sing along to music and find something else that you enjoy about it. for instance, i have enough underwear to last me the next three weeks. :)... i also went to the mall with my mom yesterday. had some quality. i looked around deb and old navy while she was in wilson's buying a new leather coat (a store i generally attempt to avoid)... the whole shopping experience kinda sucked though. i'm seriously sick of being short... they didn't have the jeans that were on sale for $20 in a 16 short, so i tried them on in a 16 regular and a 14 short... well, the 16 regs were WAY too long, and the 14S's were a tad too tight and STILL too long by a good 3 inches!!! i mean, what the fuck? say anyway, i didn't buy anything at old navy which is usually my favorite store.
i brought greggy to target today. he bought balloons. i bought a Lily Allen cd. i'm rather enjoying it. it's like gwen stefani meets oasis... and then we stopped at best buy where i bought the new shins album. that's what i'm currently listening to. it's fab. and it came with a shins bumper sticker that i may or may not put on my car.
i'm going to see 'because i said so' with christina in a bit. i'm not 100% sure what it's about, but i like going to the movies. it gives me something to do... so i better get some work done on that paper before i leave. i'm out.
Feb. 3rd, 2007 @ 05:10 pm
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i need to make a list of things that i have to do or else they will never get done. there were about 20 things i wanted to do today and i only did 4 of them... and they were the less time-consuming ones. i colored my hair, put up the pictures above my bed, went to borders to use my gift card, and changed the litter in the litterbox... between tomorrow and saturday i need to do my laundry, clean my room, bring my luggage up to the attic, organize my desk, start my reading for this week, do research for a paper, write the paper, study for an exam, fix my resume, look up info on practicum sites, and i'm sure a few things that i couldn't think of in the past 60 seconds... i can't believe i wasted an entire fucking day. ugh.
tonight's episode of the office wasn't that great. they've been much better... although i had high hopes b/c the part before the beginning credits was hilarious... oh well, better next week... although the good news is that jim and karen are going to implode very soon. i can tell. she's making him talk.
so i went to borders tonight and hung out with tricia for a little while. that was nice. i hadn't actually talked to her in a while... and i bought a couple things: a magazine with john krasinski AND the shins on the cover! and little miss sunshine on dvd... and i only had to add $2 after my giftcard. i was super excited about that. thanks aunt carole and uncle joe!
the pens won tonight in a shootout. i listened to the end of the game in my car on the way back from borders. it was exciting. i'm sure christopher's happy... maybe i'll try to get back into hockey... maybe even go to a game. student rush for $20! anyone want to go with me?
okay, i can't think of anything else i really want to say here, so i'm gonna go... try to go to sleep early so i won't sleep in and accomplish nothing tomorrow.
Feb. 1st, 2007 @ 10:56 pm
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well last night was my first night officially living with my parents. my mother made cavatelli, a cake, and two kinds of pie. that's her way of saying "i'm not too pissed off that you are living here." i feel rather pathetic and sad... i know everyone's told me 1,000+ times that i'm just being responsible and that it's not a big deal, but i still feel really pathetic for being 24 years old and living at my parents' house. i keep telling myself that it'll only be a year or so and then i can afford to get another apartment--or even stay a little longer and save for a condo or townhouse. i need to be positive. positivity is just not my strong suit.
this room looks like a fucking bomb hit it and it's driving me fucking crazy. however, i have absolutely no plan to clean it until tomorrow--at the earliest. it may even wait until thursday when i have less to do... i may go to ikea tomorrow. i saw a comforter on their website that i'd like to get. i hate the quilt my mother has on this bed.
alright, well i'm tired so i think i'm going to head to bed early. nothing better to do.
Jan. 29th, 2007 @ 09:51 pm
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so... yesterday while i was cleaning out my apartment (which i will never finish, btw) i did the most stupid thing ever. i was throwing out my trash in the dumpster ouside when i knocked my glasses off my face and into the bottom of the dumpster... so i had to run back into my apartment and look for my contacts so i could get them out of the dumpster... but of course i couldn't find my contacts so i just grabbed a couple hangers and went out to try to get them out... but i couldn't reach, so i had to go back and get a chair and pull them out with a hanger... so yeah, the snobbiest girl most of you know had to climb half-way into a dumpster to get her fucking armani glasses. the thing of fucking sitcoms... for real, who else does this kind of shit happen to?
they had to bring zak to the hospital today. we don't exactly know what's going on yet. he needed some sort of test.
i still have more stuff to pack up at my apartment. i can't believe i own so much shit!!!!
Jan. 26th, 2007 @ 04:40 pm
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you forget all the stupid little things you have to do when you move like taking your name off the utilities (turning them on if you're getting a new place) and changing your address with all of your credit cards, etc. i just did all that. i called allegheny power and columbia gas this morning to have them turned off on monday. plus i had to change my address on 5 cards. i couldn't change my address on my discover card yet, cos i don't have it with me today. it's sitting on my coffee table/desk at the moment. plus, i had to change my address with the fine people of netflix. and i sent my change of address thing in to the post office yesterday. hopefully it will go into effect pretty soon. they say to do that several weeks before your move date, but i only did it a few days before mine. oh well.
i have 2 hours before class, so i should be productive--read or something-- but i really don't feel like it. ugh.
i need to work on my resume. i'm going to have to start sending them to people so that i can do a practicum. it also looks as if i'm going to have to do practicum in the fall instead of the summer. i apparently should have been looking for one and should have it in place for the summer by now. i haven't done anything. oh well... dr reed is having an info session on it a week from today, so i'll get my ass in gear after that. i really don't mind putting it off. at least that will give me my last summer of freedom.
my family may be going on a big vacation this summer after all. maybe not all of us, but most of us. we have to see if matt could switch his vacation week. there is a distinct possibility that we would be going to the outer banks... sounds pretty snobby to me, but whatever. and i really don't see what the point of spending $3500 to spend a week in someone else's beachhouse is.
i'm gonna waste some more time online now.
Jan. 24th, 2007 @ 02:26 pm
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okay. so i'm here in the computer lab once again. freezing. cos i always end up next to the fucking window. it's so shitty outside. i'm just super stressed out and i'm kinda sad today.
i just read everyone's friends pages. i miss ringa--and everyone else. i have no idea what is going on with anyone. i don't think i've seen anyone this month except when i dropped my cap off for suze, and that was only for about 5 minutes. that reminds me. i should call and see how graduation went for her.
i'm sick of this moving bullshit. i just want to stay in my fucking apartment--if only i could afford it. almost all my stuff is out of there and it's so depressing. all that's left is some furniture, my tv and dvd player, and some miscellaneous stuff. it's so pathetic-looking.
i know i've said it 1,000 times, maybe more, but i'm so sick of being poor. more and more bills keep coming in and i have no idea how i'm going to pay any of them. probably have to borrow even more money from my parents... i'm such a loser.
someone graffitied (sp?) on that mural of the beachballs that that guy painted outside schiulli's. that just made me so sad while i was driving in to school today... i mean, someone worked really hard on that and someone just took some fucking spraypaint and fucking ruined it. it makes me wonder why i bother trying.
my nephew, zak, might have to have surgery. he's been throwing up a lot which either means he has acid reflux (which just means he'll have to start on cereal sooner) or there's something wrong with his epiglotis (the flap that decides whether something goes down your esophogus or windpipe), in which case he would have to have surgery to fix it... i really hope it's not that serious.
well, i have lots of reading to do, so i may go to the library and hide in there for a few hours before class.
one more thing--i'm having dreams where i'm being chased by authority figures again. this time by some secret police--v for vendetta style. for real. i was even wearing one of those masks. i usually don't put much stock in dreams, but considering this is the 4th dream where i've been being chased by some crazy authority figure i'm starting to be intrigued. maybe i'll pick up a dream analysis book while i'm in the library.
Jan. 23rd, 2007 @ 03:22 pm
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things i need/want to do with my refund check when it comes:
pay my last gas, water, and electric bills, plus 5 credit card bills. (ugh)
pay my parents back.
put more money on my carlow cash.
fill my gas tank.
get my eyebrows waxed. (for real. i'm starting to look like bert.)
buy some new office supplies.
get zak's christening gown.
get seasons 1 and 2 of the office. (on half.com... way less expensive)
buy 1 or 2 of these cds: the fray, gwen stefani, brand new, and robin thicke.
get little miss sunshine.
i really need my refund check and security deposit. for real. i had to borrow more money from my parents today so i could pay the bills due this week. i'm so sick of being poor.
i haven't done a friday fiver in a while... so i will now, even though it's wednesday.
1. When is your birthday?
22 august 82
2. How old will you be?
25
3. Do you prefer to throw a party or attend a party?
attend. i've decided i'm never throwing a party ever again for any purpose... except maybe if i get married. (so fat chance).
4. Presents: take'em or leave'em?
eh... i like presents when i know someone put effort into picking them out.
5. Best birthday so far?
my 19th... my parents brought me to hard rock in cleveland and to the rock n roll hall of fame to see the john lennon exhibit cos they knew i really wanted to see it.
Jan. 17th, 2007 @ 02:37 pm
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